Leaving the Colony

Into the Ice

Relax, I'm not dying. I'm just leaving the colony: no text back, no ceremony, no apology, only a cold white road and one companion who walks beside me without asking why. Some days the brave thing ain't staying to explain yourself, it's stepping outside. Distance isn't always running. Sometimes it's the first time you belong to yourself.

Lyrics

Tagline:
> Not dying. Just exiting your world

I’m not dying, I’m just ghosting the colony
No text back, no closure, no apology
Cold stare, white road calling me
Don’t ask shit, you don’t know me

I’m not lost, I just cut the supply
No leash, no god, no alibi
If I vanish, don’t dramatise
I didn’t fall off, I walked outside

Verse 1 (more gangster)

I’m not broken, I’m bored of your system
Every face here addicted to wisdom
They want meaning, I want distance
They want stories, I want silence

I don’t heal, I delete
I don’t talk, I retreat
I don’t beg, I don’t plead
I just cut the emotional feed

They say stay, I say watch me
They say grow, I say block me
They want roots, I want motion
I don’t drown, I walk the ocean

Pre-Hook

Not suicidal, I’m untouchable
Not depressed, I’m ungovernable
Not a hero, not your role model
I’m the glitch in your social protocol

Hook (again)

I’m not dying, I’m just ghosting the colony
No priest, no phone, no ceremony
If you feel this, you already know me
If you don’t, don’t try to hold me

INTERLUDE: CHARLIE MACHINE GUN (full gangster mode)

This is where Charlie becomes dangerous.

Listen
I don’t want your help, I want less humans
Every room I enter feels like a courtroom
Everybody psychoanalysing my breath
Like I owe the world a reason I exist

Fuck your questions, fuck your concern
Fuck your “let’s talk”, I don’t want to learn
I already learned that the game is rigged
Smile for the camera, die in the grid

They want vulnerability, I want power
They want presence, I want out of the hour
They want healing, I want amnesia
They want meaning, I want anesthesia

Every man got a voice in his skull
Says disappear, don’t explain, go null
Not a breakdown, not a collapse
Just stepping outside the simulation trap

I’m not trying to end my life, relax
I’m trying to end your access
No more me as a public asset
I’m deleting myself from your dataset

Bridge

This is not a cry for help.
This is a hostile exit.

Final Hook (anthem mode)

I’m not dying, I’m just leaving the colony
No map, no myth, no prophecy
If I vanish, that’s autonomy
Not your loss, that’s sovereignty

Outro

Some men don’t want to be saved.
They want to be unreachable.

Words and music: Romian Nazlab · A Bonfire Production